Senior Year Part 2 ~ Pale Blue Dot

Hola! When I'm thinking that I don't write again in my blog, I find out that I've been missing it for a month. There're so much to write, SO MUCH! Oke, kita mulai dari yang pertama ya.

First we're talking about school. Engga akan ada habisnya deh kalo talking about school. The most time we have a day, we spend it at school. It's already 2 months I'm in senior year and for sure kegalauan akan Univ-univ masih akan terus berlanjut ya mungkin bahkan sampai UN menjelang *sigh*. Nilai apa kabar Nad? Alhamdulillah yah, sesuatu banget (fyi, these words are being popular and the most spoken of many teens and people in Indonesia). Nih gue kasih list nilai-nilai ulangan pelajaran exact gue:
Math: 70, 35, 20 (decreasing -_-)
Physics: 51, 47, 86 (Wow! Ajegile! Increasing PARAH!)
Bio: 80 (there's no exam again)
Chemis: There's no any exam (yet)
So, whaddaya think? See, it's kindda....yeah. Um..aaaah. Forget it. Don't ever judge me that I never study well. I did! Tapi lihat sendiri kan hasilnya tetep aja begitu mau udah belajar atau engga. That's me but that's not ONLY me. Yang dapet nilai-nilai nista itu juga banyak. At least gue bukan yang terjelek lah yaa. Lagian juga nilai itu emang penting but that's not everything because Allah sees the process not the result. Alibi aja lo Nad. Eh itu bener yaaa. Ya emang since I'm in 3rd grade of senior high, I did realize that it's not what I really like. Maksudnya gue ga begitu 'iya' banget sama Science. Terus kenapa lo milih IPA bukan IPS? (banyak tanya lo! CND) This question is always following the statement above. Let me explain. Actually, dibilang 'milih' sih engga juga ya, soalnya apa? Soalnya pas pembagian rapot kenaikan kelas di rapot udah dicantumin bahwa "NAIK KE KELAS XI IPA" *bunyigluduk*. Nah tuh kan. Eh tunggu sebenernya sih udah sempet ditanyain sama wali kelas mau masuk jurusan apa sebelum2nya dan gue bilang IPA yah yaudahlah yaa. At that time, gue juga banyak dapet masukan, katanya kalo di IPA itu lo bisa milih jurusan apa aja pas kuliah malah katanya banyak anak IPA yang ngambil lahan anak IPS (sorry to hear that) terus juga katanya kalo lo di IPA itu lo kebiasa belajar keras, ga nyantai kayak di pantai. Yaudahlah. Gue anggap statement itu jadi alasan jelas kenapa gue milih IPA karena gue selalu ngikutin lingkungan, kalo santai ikut santai kalo rajin ya ikut rajin. Everybody must be agree with me, right? No offense loh ya buat anak IPS gara2 gue bilang nyantai. Bukan gitu juga kok, semuanya tetep aja depends on the person nya ya :). Now I'm just enjoying with all this thing around my head. Because time can't be repeated. Hanya memohon yang terbaik sama Allah swt. AMIN. Berdoa juga jalan teruuuus. Good girl!

Second, we're talking about.....love! Suitsuit~~~ Kurang afdhal ya kalo in Senior High itu ga nyeritain masalah Cintah. Yang kali ini jadi topik masih orang yang sama kok ya. I've told you who my BF is. This time we get missunderstanding. Our communication is not as smooth as baby's skin. Pending lah ini lah itu lah. Udah pending pake ketiduran lah -,-. Engga jarang malah engga ada kabar seharian, entar udah maleeeeeem banget baru ada kabar itu juga jadinya "salam tidur". Sedih ga lo Nad? Sedih laaah :(((((. But I believe "Problems make the relationship even stronger". Tadinya ya quote itu gue bikin buat Odah tapi akhirnya, I dedicate this quote to all of the lovers, KEEP LOVING!♥ Karena ga ada kabar itu I feel like being ignored or something but finally I conscious that this is us! Ada lagi nih masalah yang kedua. He said that I'm too cuek (?) Engga ada kata yang lebih bisa mendeskripsikannya selain CUEK -_-". Ya, itu. Selain itu ada lagi sih but I can't tell you :p. I already apologize to him and so does he :) Clear.. Alhamdulillah yah.

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