Graduation 13 Senior High 2012

Graduation. Hhhh had been graduating on May 22nd. What's the story on my senior high graduation? TE-LAT. Yeah, LATE. I was coming late. It's because the 'Ibu-ibu Salon' yang telat nyalonin gue dan Vira, huft. Kita udah dateng on time (re: Vira udah dateng on time dan gue telat dikit) eh ibunya lama. We had an agreement to come by at 5 am, so early ya. Tapi apa daya, jam karet -_-". We were picked up by Vira's father at 7 am and we went to Balai Samudra togetha. Walhasil sampe Balsam jam setengah 8 dan walhasil ga ikut foto bareng wali kelas dan kelas. Howaaaaa :((( edodoe sedihnya minta ampun :((( Who's gonna be blamed of? Ohiya masa ya make-up nya kayak ondel-ondel -___-" putih banget bedaknya, ga natural HUFT. Kalo hair-do nya sih emmm kurang puas sih sebenernya, yang gue kasih contohnya ga gitu soalnya -_- Gamau di salon itu lagi lah~

Perhatiin make-up gue sama Vira, bandingin sama Mamot. Btw we three are in red <3

Syudahlah syudah mari kita berwisuda-ria. First of all, we all gathered at the lobby of Balsam to come into the ballroom class per class. Before that, we didn't want to lose some opportunities to take some pictures, and you can see how my make-up was. Hideous. Horrible. Disaster.


After we sat down on our own chair, the graduation had started. Begin with the speech from the principal, chief of School Committee, etc. Suddenly, there's a 'Flashback' video which is showing our last photos since freshman maybe. OMG, how embarrassing and funny at the same time, LOL. And the top of the ceremony was the graduation itself. We were called one by one to come to the stage and receive the medal and a report book. After that we took some pictures again. Yeaaah just so so sih sebenarnya wisudaan itu. Dari tahun ke tahun gitu-gitu aja. Ohiya there's something too. There was an announcement of 3 best students at Science and Social Department. And I was none of them hehehe. That's it. Sebenernya tahun lalu tuh banyak nominasi ini itu macem-macem tapi sekarang cuma nominasi itu aja. Pelit kali mahal beli piala wakakak.

Chairmate

My girls {}

Happy Tree Family

"There is a good reason they call these ceremonies, 'commencement exercises'. Graduation isn't the end, it's the beginning." - Orrin Hatch

"School's out, memories past. Don't ever doubt, our friendship will last."

"Your schooling may be over, but remember that your education still continues."

Freshly graduate,

NAS - XOXO

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18th Birthday, Surprise!!!

It's May, 20th. I was having birthday. 18th birthday. OMG, is it truly 18??? I was turning 18! Unbelievable. Rasa-rasanya baru kemarin yah lulus SMP, masuk Galas, ketemu temen-temen baru. And now, time is flowing faster and faster. Before I start to tell ya about my birthday surprise, I'm gonna share my birthday card from my friends, Odah and Ami

Made by Odah

Made by Ami

I love those cards! <3 Thanks ya Odah, Ami! ({}). Now start from the morning ya. Eh eh eh, actually from midnight juga udah ada yang ngucapin heheheh. Udah ada beberapa yang sms jam 12 teng! Dan hanya satu yang nelpon :3.As usual, I went to NF at 7 am. And then udah janjian sama Andini, Vira kita mau nyalon. Ngapain guys? NYALON! Asese. Udah tuh ya terus pulang. Nothing happened, just so so. Udah pokoknya pulang plek nyampe rumah udah jam 3an. Terus makan, beres2 rumah, dan mandi. Ehiya pas itu juga lagi ada Ayah sama Mama giduw deh. Mereka abis belanja sepertinya (dan gue seperti biasa ga ikut -_-). 

Terus kapan Nad surprisenya? Kita ga butuh denger cerita keseharian lo yang ga penting. Sabar yaa cups :*. After I got showered, I went to my room. Suddenly my Granny asked me whether I already got dressed or not *suspicious. Nah terus Mbah ngetuk-ngetuk pintu gitu, nah kan apaan sih si Mbah  ngetuk-ngetuk, "Iya Mbah sabar siiih hhh". When I opened the door........SURPRISE!!!! Happy Birthday Nadia... *singalong. 

Make a wish

Blow the candles

Aaaaaa how surprising banget! I got presents too!

Blurred -_-

Mamot and Vira gave me a wallet. Goodbye my worn out old wallet {}. And Izky gave me something I really wanted from last year sepertinya hahaha

Dapet JERSEY ARSENAL!!!! Ah seneng bangeeeeeeettt!!!! Thanks Ocepscky ({}).

Ohya ga lupa Agnes juga ultah tanggal 18 nya jadiiiii ada surprise buat Agnes juga :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGNES {}

Waaaaah seru banget Nad, terus-terus??? Terusin nih? Nah abis itu kita potong kue deeeeh~

Who's gonna have the first bite?

1. Izky

2. Mamot

3. Vira

4. Odah
 

 Duh rambut gue itu yaaa. Kenapa ga disisir dulu coba -_-"

5. Putri Ayu aka Pea

6. Andini

 7. Andre aka Babi

8. Agnes

9. Allan

10. Yasin

11. Haris

12. Fadhli

Seruuuuuu. Thank you for the BLAST guys!!!!!! Hope all your greatest wishes will be granted by GOD. Hope the best for you too. How grateful and thankful I am to have you in my life. Keep coloring the world of mine, besties! BIG HUG ({}) A LOT OF KISSES :* TONS OF LOVE ♥

NAS - XOXO

Blessed :)

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The Ultimate Purpose

In order to be ones true self, it is necessary to obtain a wide and extensive knowledge of what has been said and done in the world; critically to inquire into it; carefully to ponder over it; clearly to sift it; and earnestly to carry it out.

It matters not what you learn, but when you once learn a thing, you must never give it up until you have mastered. It matters not what you inquire into but when you inquire into a thing, you must never give it up until you have thoroughly understood it. It matters not what you try to think out, but when you once try to think out a thing, you must never give it up until you have sifted it out clearly and distinctly. It matters not what you try carry out, but when you once try to carry out a thing, you must never give it up until you have done it thoroughly and well.

If another man succeeds by one effort, you will use a hundred efforts. If another man succeeds by ten efforts, you will use a thousand efforts.

(adapted from PS NF English page 75)

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Dreams Awaken

Good Day, everyone! Today, I just heard an inspiring story in NF. A story which is awakening my dreams again. It's like rising from the death because...yeah I never think about it again these days. I think I can't get it, it's impossible and NEVER be happened. But! Today, fellas! I talked to someone I barely know, a woman, suddenly she asked about my school then she started to talk about her child. And then that was when the story all began :).

She is actually the care taker of the canteen in NF Kramat. And I was on the receptionist desk, consuling about Biology with Ka BMC and Andini.

Ibunya: "Anak 13, ya?" (pointing the school badge on my right sleeve)

NAS: "Iya, bu. Hehehe" (muka nyengir, poni lempar samping)

Ibunya: " Anak ibu juga dulu anak galas loh!"

NAS: "Ohiya, bu? Kuliah di mana sekarang?"

Andini: "Itu kan ya bu yang anaknya di Belanda kan?" (tiba-tiba nimbrung, sok tau, padahal lagi konsul -_-)

NAS: "Ehiya, bu?"

Ibunya: "Iyaaaa. Anak ibu diplomat."

NAS: "HAH? SERIUSAN BU?" (ga nyantai)

Ibunya: "Iya, dia tadinya kerja di Deplu terus sekarang lagi ngelanjutin S2 di Belanda sambil jadi diplomat."

Naaaaaah. Dari situlah! Yang tadinya lagi konsul sama Ka BMC soal Bio TO, tiba-tiba Ibunya punya cerita yang SO MUCH, JAUUUUUUHHH lebih menarik. So, I ignored Ka BMC hehehe tapi kan masih ada Andini :). Yaps, that's it. The woman's first child (a girl) is a diplomat and now still continuing S2 in Dutch by a scholarship from Deplu. Hooooowwwwaaaaaaa how fascinating! That's really what I dream of. I dreamed of being a diplomat cause I wanted to travel around the world since I was in Junior High. Yaudah ceritanya in Bahasa aja ye, biar lebih nampol. Bilang aja Nad ga bisa bahasa Inggris? Heyaaaaah, diemin diemin -_-" sirik tanda tak mampu!

Jadi, anak ibunya ini perempuan, sekarang udah 29 tahun. Alumni SMAN 13 Jakarta, kuliah di UI, Ekonomi. Waaahh keren yah gitu kan, UI! FEUI! Widih! Tapi tapi tapi, actually, dia itu adalah sempet gagal di tahun pertamanya nyoba SNMPTN (dulu SPMB). Dia termasuk anak yang pintar di sekolah. Anak IPS yang selalu dapet peringkat 1/2 di kelasnya. Pas nyoba SNMPTN, dia GAGAL. Tau lah ya rasanya gimanaaaaa. Apalagi disaat dia tau banyak temen-temennya yang udah keterima di UGM, ITB, Undip, Unpad, etc. Waaah makin makin kan itu. How it hurts and sad :(. Jadi dia itu milih jurusan HI UI kalo ga salah tapi ga dapet. Dia nangis sejadi-jadinya.

Dia: "Pak, kok bisa sih ga lulus. Temen-temen yang di bawah peringkat aku aja pada dapet kok. Hiks"

Bapaknya Dia: "Yaudah, sabar aja. Sekarang kamu lihat coba ke diri kamu, gimana sikap kamu ke orang tua? Gimana kamu suka ngebentak ibu? Bikin ibu nangis? Mungkin itu yang bikin kamu gagal."

Itu yang diceritain Ibunya ke gue. Terus, dia katanya masuk ke politeknik negeri yang di bawah naungan UI sambil les lagi yang Ronin di NF pusat. Abis itu dia....

Dia: "Pak, aku pengen nyoba SNMPTN lagi nih."

Bapaknya Dia: "Yaudah coba aja, kamu pengen ngambil apa?"

Dia: "Masih bingung, Pak."

Bapaknya Dia: "Kamu maunya apa?"

Dia: "HI."

Bapaknya Dia: "Nak, diplomat itu ga harus dari jurusan HI kok. Kamu coba Ekonomi aja. Daripada bingung, sanah solat istikharah."

Nah, atas saran bapaknya akhirnya diambil lah jurusan Ekonomi di UI, dan dapet! Okeh! One day, there was an open recruitment from Deplu via internet. Terus dia nyoba daftar, tes tulis, wawancara. Jeng jeng....dapet! Di wawancaranya aja udah sama dubes-dubes ckck *ngiler. Ohiya awalnya dia dapet di bagian Perekonomian ASEAN. Nah kan ada hubungannya sama ekonomi. Bener kan apa kata bapaknya tadi, "Nak, diplomat itu ga harus dari jurusan HI kok.". Dari sini gue belajar, emang restu orang tua itu segala-segalanya. Saat kita jatuh sejatuh-jatuhnya, orang tua pasti jadi orang pertama yang bisa memotivasi kita buat kuat dan bilang "Ini belum ada apa-apanya dibanding masalah-masalah yang bakal kamu hadapin kelak". Satu lagi, gue yakin saat ada masalah kayak gitu, itu berarti ujian yang Allah kasih buat kita buat ningkatin iman kita dan bikin kita naik ke level kehidupan yang lebih tinggi. Dan gue juga yakin, Allah pasti punya rencana lain yang lebih WAH buat kita. Dan ternyata bener kan? It proved banget. Anak ibu kantin tempat les yang rumahnya masuk-masuk gang bisa jadi diplomat, sekolah di Belanda dibayarin pula, temenan sama dubes- dubes, pejabat, menteri. Menlu kita yang sekarang, Marty Natalegawa, dia pernah tuh salaman, ngobrol sama doi. Ididididih si bapak Ganteng! :3 (beneran dipanggil bapak ganteng katanya di kedutaan). Dia itu menlu terganteng kalo kata gue. Eh beneran, udah berumur tapi masih kece. Pengaruh globalisasi kali yaaa em, nih potonya:

Keliatan agak mudaan

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Unbelievable banget. Dream comes true banget kan? Yang awalnya dia pernah ngerasain jatuh sejatuh-jatuhnya ga masuk PTN, temen-temennya udah pada ketawa-ketawa mau jadi mahasiswa, dia masih luntang-lantung ga jelas sambil bawa-bawa papan mimpi "JADI DIPLOMAT". Eh ternyata, kesabaran itu, ketegaran itu, dan ketidak-patah-semangatan itu (koreksi penulisan imbuhan) membuahkan hasil yang sesuai impian.

From that true story, I learned:

God will never gives you a test out of your capability, so you absolutely can pass it.

God blessing based on parents blessing.

Dreams are available for everyone but not everyone available for dreams. Only those who believe and try and never give up.

Don't stuck only in one way, there's a million ways to take.

Failure is the beginning of success.

Gak sampe situ aja loh ceritanya hehe. Terus kan gue nanya:

NAS: "Bu, anaknya udah nikah belom?"

Ibunya: "Belom. Iya nih padahal udah 29 umurnya."

NAS: "Emang belom ada yang ngelamar, Bu? Hehe."

Ibunya: "Ada sih udah lama, tapi anaknya nolak. Ganteng loh ganteng calonnya! Tapi ya karena itu, katanya sih banyak yang suka pacarnya, dia takut sakit hati."

NAS: "Oooh hahaha. Emang Bu emang." (sok tau, macem punya pacar aja -_-)

Ibunya: "Sekarang udah nikah orangnya, sama anak galas juga kok. Yang jadi penyiar di TV One."

NAS: "Ooooh. Hah? Gatau Bu hehe -,-. Terus gimana tuh Bu perasaannya dateng ke nikahan orang yang hampiiiiir jadi suaminya?" (kepo)

Ibunya: "Yaaa gimana yaaa. Dia juga sama ibu masih kenal kan. Dulu waktu pulang dari Vietnam juga anak ibu yang jemputin dia. Hidih bapaknya anggota DPR, ibunya Dirjen apa kalo ga salah. Nikahnya di Gelanggang Samudra itu yang di Gading. Yang dateng? Wiiihhhh menteri, pejabat."

NAS: "Hah? Gelanggang Samudra? Itu bukannya yang ada di Ancol? Yang tempat pertunjukan lumba-lumba, anjing laut? BALAI SAMUDRA kali Buuuu ahahahaha."

Ibunya: "Ahiya itu! Hahahaha. Iya kalo kata anak saya mah, kalo emang mau serius ya mesti nunggu dia tapi gataunya, yaudahlah. Orang katanya juga masih suka nelponin, ngajak nonton, gitu. Saya bilang aja, gausah."

NAS: "Ih! Yaiyalah Bu gausah. Jangaaaan. Cem ga ada cowok lain aja. (ikutan sewot) Terus jadinya kapan nikah, Bu? Haha"

Ibunya: "Iya nih gatau, jadi keasikan sama karir anaknya."

Nah dari sinih gue juga mikir. Kalo jadi diplomat, keasikan tuh kerja, dunianya udah asik banget. Ketemu banyak orang, jalan-jalan, ya emang sih ga jalan-jalan doang tappi juga kerja, sampe lupa sama salah satu ibadah, NIKAH. Apalagi Tante udah wanti wanti dari sekarang "Kamu nanti kalo cari kerja, cari kerjaan yang enak yang bikin kamu ga susah nanti kalo ngurus anak. Sekarang mah pengennya macem-macem, tapi nanti aja..." BOOM! Nah loh kan, bener juga. Buktinya anaknya si Ibu kantin aja masih belom nikah kan sampe sekarang, belum ada yang dikenalin lagi. Yaa masa sih ga ada cowok yang mau sama diplomat muda? Ya kaaan. Ya tapi gimana, masa suaminya mesti ikut ikut dia ke luar negeri, terus di sana suaminya ngurus anak gitu? Duuuh engga banget. That's also what I think about. I also think about that matter. Intinya, kalo engga bisa jadi diplomat, cari suami diplomat ajaaa hahahah :D. Ku rela kau bawa berkeliling duniah~:3

NAS - XOXO

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Clarification

This time I wanna make a clarification of a little misunderstanding. Straight to the point.

Part 1: It began because of a gossip which spreading all around. Then I tried to know more about the fact of that spam because of my big curiosity also. No no no, firstly I told my chairmate first about that "goss" and she said that she thought she noticed that 'name' (a GF of her friend). So, she said she wanted to asked about it to the related person. However, I said to her, "Hey, don't you mention my name cause I don't want it to become another goss." Unfortunately, she asked to her friend and mention my name and said I was the one who wanted to know. DAMN! That's where all the sudden happened.

Part 2: Now is the continuation. After that, the person in that goss knew me and asked her friend who is also knew me as my course friend to 'kepoin' me. Yeah that's actually what he said to me. "She wanted me to 'kepoin' you, Nad?" he said. Hah? How could she know me??? But for me it's not a big deal. That's her right to know anyone which she wanna know and that's not bother me at all. After a couple weeks, I read a tweet and I realized it as a misunderstanding. (actually I wasn't really sure that was for me~ but if it was, I already made this clarification)

The clarification: Yeah, I did. I did want to know more. It's kindda my little strange behave of 'kepoin' something or someone. But don't you feel so confident girls or boys, cause I'm doing it only in my pleasure time, only for my private pleasure, only for satisfying my curiosity (there's 3 only -_-). But I didn't have any other intention of knowing that. FYI, I ever liked him but that's so old story. After I was going through a relationship with other, I saw him as a REAL friend of mine.
And from that tweet, I DON'T say you're a 'kepoist'. I NEVER said that. And I DON'T want to be 'kepoin' either. FYI, when I read that tweet the last days, I really felt bad. Cause she seemed hate me and when I notice of someone hating me, I'll feel really really bad. Sorry for this misunderstanding, please don't see me as a threatened. I'm a peacemaker :)

When you get into a trouble, try to get in deeper in order to make it get out sooner - NAS

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Senior Year Part 3

Look at the title, is it really already part 3? I can't imagine how fast time flows. Look how people change, how they grow up, how they become a mature person. Don't you ever see yourself couple years ago maybe? You may be laugh at it cause you think you were dumb for doing bad things and regrets came after. But what you are is based on what you were. Experiences is the best teacher.

Let's get the beat of mine. Jadi gue galau, guys. Lagi, Nad? What happened? Suddenly tuh Ayah bilang buat jangan ambil di luar daerah. Tuh kan, sekarang siapa yang galau? Dad is, I'm not! Sekarang kembali dipusingkan dengan hal itu. One of my friends said that my parents said so because they don't want be separated again from me. Cause now, in high school, I've already away from them. It's touching but... My parents just think about the meticulous details which they might take care of if I wanna out of town. How can I convince them? How??? Then I realized that all these things happened cause the minimum communication between me and my parents. Low information, they are low informed by me. I barely go home *sigh* Feeling sad remember this :(. Hoping there's a win-win solution :). Hope you all already know what you are really want.

There's another thing that bother me so much. Practical test and other tests -_-. I really need to manage my time so well. Doing the priority one instead of procrastinating. It's not an easy thing remembering me, the one who used to say "nanti ah, bentar lagi, eh ngantuk deh, tidur aja". It's a habit and hard to resist. Gue yakin lah banyak juga yang kayak gitu, tapi beda-beda tipe pastinya. Syudah pecahkan saja piringnya, biar ramai semua!

Now talking about people around me. My bestfriend is...still, my boyfriend is... nope. No comment. Next topic! Nadia doesn't want to share about this thing again. Now it's considered as privacy eventhough this is my official blog haha :D. There's always people called Kepoist out there :p. Banyak lah ya some troubles of mine or my friends. Tapi satu, bersyukur foto BT udah selesai. Udah deh I think it's enough for today's post. See ya later if I have time :D

Beautifully insane, NAS
XOXO

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Gayung

What? What is that, "GAYUNG"? What kind of post is it, Nad? Wait! You wouldn't believe me before you read it. You must be shocked but after the end of this post you will be opened that many stories could be made from "GAYUNG". I have a story to be told to you. It's horror. Prepare your room to have this creepy atmosphere and prepare yourself too. One day, lived a Granny, alone. When she wanted to go to shower, she forgot to bring her lovely gold scoop that she named it as "GAYUNG". And then she went back into her room but unfortunately the door was locked! She couldn't escape until she die. The days later, many people admitted that they ever saw the Granny was going around her house looking for her GAYUNG. THE END~ BUAKAKAKAK cerita apa ini???? Aneh banget ye, gantung banget. Sekarang gini deh, emang neneknya ga bisa teriak minta tolong apa ya atau engga yang paling gampang nembus tembok deh (lah). Mungkin cerita tersebut perlu dilengkapi gitu ya, "Hidup seorang nenek sebatang kara yang tinggal di tengah belantara hutan tanpa TV, tanpa internet apalagi hotspot -_-." How pity you are Gran. Wish you will get your prince from Omegle later then you could live happily ever after :3.
Bukaaaaaaaaaaaaan. Itu bukan cerita aslinya! Jadi gini, ini gatau hoax atau crap darimana ya, nih ada kutipan berita:

"Menurut cerita dan isu yang beredar tentang nenek gayung ini, disebutkan bahwa si nenek berkeliaran di sekitar wilayah Jakarta Timur. Biasanya si nenek bergayung ini akan mengajak ngobrol korbannya. Jika korban menanggapi dan melayani ajakan obrolan dari sang nini-nini tersebut, maka biasanya tak lama kemudian akan mati... Wew.. serem juga ya.

Isu lain menyebutkan bahwa jika korban bercakap-cakap dengan si nenek, maka malamnya si nenek akan datang, menggelar tikar dan memandikan korban dengan GAYUNGnya, dan biasanya, esoknya si korban akan meninggal... wiwwwwwww."
taken from http://www.poztmo.com/2012/01/nenek-gayung.html

Hastagah! Apa lagi sih itu? Believe it or not aja ya. Tapi bagi gue sih ini jenaka banget! Kenapa mesti GAYUNG? Tikar? Eh GAYUNG itu bukannya peribahasa ya "Sekali GAYUNG dua tiga pulau terlampaui"? Okeh itu dayung! Eh dayung tuh bukannyaaaa ah udah sih! This must be serious! We're talking about Nenek GAYUNG yaaa dan gue yakin dia sekarang pasti keteknya gatel gara-gara lagi kita omongin -,-. How do you think guys about this story? Percaya ga siiiih? Kita sebagai masyarakat madani (Madani masjid yang di polres deket Galas #outoftopic) yang sudah maju ini masih percaya sama mitos-mitos gazebo ini. Ih jujur ya sebel banget dengernya, tapi lucu! GAYUNGnya itu yang bikin lucu! :DDD

Ini Nenek

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Nenek Gayung

Ohiya ada lagi yang lucu tentang GAYUNG. There's another story, and this one called "Goyang GAYUNG". Apalagi iniiiiii *jedotinkepalaketembok*. Kalo ini ga serem gan. Sebenernya ini kayaknya diambil dari sebuah commercial provider handphone deh. Nah di iklannya itu ada Goyang GAYUNG, eh bener ga sih. Gatau juga deh, for exact the Goyang GAYUNG has been the trending topic in Versailles. THE END~

Nah! Yang ini baru namanya Goyang GAYUNG..

So, for the conclusion I have two stories about GAYUNG. Maybe it's not important for you, but it's really important for the GAYUNG's inventor. They will feel really proud that their invention become phenomenon and legend even the trending topic on Twitter.

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Versailles!

It's time for me to share to you about my (will be) last class of senior high. XII IPA 2! And we named it as VERSAILLES. Since the BT photo shoot. What's the short of 'Versailles' Nad? Dunno. Lupa, duh tanya Andini deh -_-". The most important is, now, IPA 2 gets its name. Yeay! Dan sekarang apaaaaaa? I'm going to tell you about the 'creatures' who stay under the roof of Versailles.
Me, my self, personally, say that my class is full of JOKESTER a.k.a. PELAWAK!

Kenapa? Ya jelas terlihat dari anak-anaknya. There's no day without laughing because of a joke that somebody throw to the whole class. Wait, I still need inspiration to write down about my class (brb buka foto). And there they are:

Check them out! Look how strong their muscles are.

Back to Alaynism

Say, RAWR!

Check Tyas's style!

Taufan, Achmad, Fadhli (the most lawak people)

That's Ugi! (the middle little one haha)

Haaaeeeaaaaeeeeeeehhhh

"Pictures do say thousand words"

NAS - XOXO

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This is the Title

Selamat malam! Okey, what am I going to write now with masker on my face? Any ideas? No? Neither do I. Soooo, BYE~

Sorry, that's just the opening (what kind of opening is that -,-). Now, I'm gonna share you about my life this last weeks. What's happening ya? Duh apadeh ya gini nih kalo mau ngepost tiba-tiba nge-blank. UAS had already done a week ago. And now the remedy are almost done too. Daaaan *jengjeng* nilai gue biasa aja, rata-rata cuma 82 kayaknya, yaa bersyukur, THANK GOD!. Terus ada hot news apa Nad? Apa ya? Um maybe I would say "I've already MOVED ON" that's the first thing. I found this on Twitter:

"So let's ignore each other and pretend the other person doesn't exist, but deep down, we both know it wasn't supposed to be end like this" - @comedyortruth

It (almost) fits me perfectly. Yeah, the fact is I, the one who wants to be like this. Karena yaa, I want to be treated as a friend. That's it! Although it would never be the same like the old times. I wanna be available again. Tadi pas banget nonton Mario Teguh Golden Ways, terus he said that "You have to be firm whether you want to continue the relationship or end it. Make sure that you are available (or not) on the market again" LOL. Itu kata-kata yang terakhir terdengar agak sumbang ye. Ya nih intinya, make it clear maunya putus apa lanjut. And not looking back. Karena yang menghalangi kita buat maju adalah melihat ke belakang. Dan kita juga mesti make sure kalo kita udah available lagi di pasaran akakak. Ya kalo kita masih keliatan mesra sama "EX" ya kali orang mikirnya pasti "Ah ini mah bakal balik" faktanya? Nope! Nah kalo gitu, siapa yang mau deketin kita? Kita jadi ga masuk hitungan target orang kan, wk! Sumpah deh ini apa coba, we're not a thing, we're human. But, it's true! That is the fact whether it has pros and cons. Siapa sih yang gamau dapet yang lebih baik? That's why ya Facebook makes an option "It's Complicated" to the relationship status. Cause, it's so much damn complicated.

Talking about love would never has its ends. There will be more more and more that still need to be talked. Limitnya itu dari nol sampai tak hingga (wedeh gawat efek matek masih kebawa). In this labile period, I'm only gonna say "Enjoy your youth. You can't get back in time. When you're having fun, time flies."

Buat yang single, nikmatin ke-single-an lo. Buat yang double, nikmatin ke-double-an lo. (Duh ini advice ga kreatif banget parah). Buat yang di PHP-in, yang cuma jadi pelampiasan, yang masih ngarep-ngarep cemas, yang mau nembak tapi masih bingung, yang udah nembak ga diterima-terima, yang nembak tapi masih digantung, yang punya pacar tapi boong, yang maen serong, DAN yang baru putus (haduh anak sekarang banyak banget status percintaanya deh), saran tante, DON'T BE GALAU! We are young, (anggap aja) hidup kita masih panjang. Wake up from your sweet dreams and get your real dreams!

NAS - XOXO

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Junk

Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb.

Selamat pagi, Buenas Diaz, GOOD MORNING EVERYBADEH! It's 1 am in the morning. Status: Still awake~
Here I am again, see, udah lama ya ga posting. Mood-moodan sih. Udah yaaa terakhir abis lebaran itu deh (check downward to see when the last time I blogged). Okay. can you guess what I wanna share this morning? Ah lu mah ga jauh-jauh paling cerita sekolahan kan Nad? Iyap betul! But it's different, guys. Okeh ah ini besok sekolah ya dan lo tau, besok presentasi Jepang yang kartonnya dibikin sampe maghrib di sekolaan itu juga masih ada yang kurang, mana kelompok pertama lagi. Kan out of topic -_-. Straight to the point, I BROKE UP!
Miapaaaa Nad? Lebay~ Yeah it's our decision actually though he asked for it first then nothing I could say than "YES". Sedih? Sakit? Iya! First heart break I felt.
Um, have I told you about him before? No? Yes? Maybe yes maybe no? No answer? *krik* Dia ituuu blewer, benge. Let me tell you the truth, I accepted him not because I liked him first, but I did because of his effort to get me is (lumayan lah) worth it. Because he already known that I liked somebody else, but he still tried to get my attention (wedeh gawaaaat :3). Aaaaand I just gave him a chance, I thought that maybe he wasn't that benge inside. I would find out. And I did. He was a good boy, he treated me well. Ya mungkin juga ini the first time ya I had a boyfriend, jujur aja jadi yaa I don't have another boy to compare with. 5 months we were getting along.
In the 5th month, I felt he changed (a bit). Perilakunya aneh, naik turun, kadang baik banget mesrah (pake 'h') kayak biasa. Tapi kadang cueeeeek banget. Terus di sekolah juga aneh gitu, pernah dia jadi diem gitu. It's sooo not him! What was just happening? Yeah he said that he only made me embarrased at class. Hem, hell yeaaah, you did. And after bla...bla...bla... problems, we decided to end this relationship (not) happily.
Actually what I really wanted to share this morning is the "after", pasca, kejadian kelam itu. Okeh, kira-kira 3 hari pertama all I could do was crying if I remembered how we were. Seminggu pertama, udah engga nangis tapi (masih) belom ikhlas. Daaaaan seterusnya, BI-A-SA. Setelah putus ya, kita masih baik parah. Ya sebenernya itu sih, jujur aja ya, mau ga mau karena kita sekelas. I don't want make my class atmosphere not enjoyable like it used to. Gaenak lah ya udah tau temen sekelas itu semuanya gila, no days without laughing deh. Have fun parah pokoknya di kelas. Terus semua kesenangan yang ga bisa gue dapet kalo di rumah (karena sepi) disia-siain gitu aja cuma karena satu orang? Ya engga laaaah. Sabodo teuing deh.
AND! This is the top part of this "Junk". I just found out that he already taken with somebody else. Only 15 days after we BU. And I know who she is. The fact is she already closed with him since we were on. But from the clarification of him, he said that "Yeah, she likes me. But I'm not, Nad" Absolutely, truly believed him. Yah sudahlah. Pokoknya ada "something" dari penjelasannya itu yang masih gue ga ngerti, ambigu, ngambang, terbang-terbang. Now I know, dia itu kayaknya ga merasa nyaman sama gue karena kita sekelas. Dia, ga mau bikin malu gue lagi sama perilaku dia yang zuper duper sipirili benge di kelas. Okay I can't elaborate what "benge" means actually he is. Tapi yaaa you have to visit my class if you really really really wanna know. I must confess that he's a good looking boy, apalagi sekarang udah kurusan. Tapi you must be thinking twice after you see how he is at class. Like I did 5 years ago~ huft.
After I saw the status that blabla is in relationship with blabla I made this status

"CONGRATULATION FOR YOU BOY! IT PROVES THAT ALL THIS TIME WAS A LIE. THANKS FOR MAKING ME REALIZE THAT I'M TOO HIGH FOR YOU :D"

The question is, why I said "All this time was a lie and you make me realize that I'm too high for you"? Gila! Narsis banget lu Nad, bilang lo 'ketinggian' buat dia, siapa lo? Wedeh gawaaat jangan nyolot sih nanyanya, woles woles *tepukdadalanjutsaman* (lah). Gini gini, ini kan blog official gue ya, emang di sini tempatnya gue bikin klarifikasi semuanya BUAKAKAKAK cem iyaaa aja. Loh, gue ga asal ngomong loh ya, karena hubungan kita masih amat sangat baik (bahkan masih mesra (ga pake 'h')) kita itu malah jadi sering cerita gitu kenapa2nya gimana2nya. Nah dari situ gue tau banyak dan I can conclude that all this time he felt I didn't give my attention as much as he gave. Dibilangnya gue sering cuek gitu, ga kayak mantan2nya yang perhatian banget, soalnya katanya yang suka duluan itu dia, jadi gue cuek. Lah? Dan yang gue tau dari beberapa 'spy' gue, dia itu ga suka kalo gue deket-deket akrab banget pas lagi nanya pelajaran gitu. Yaaa cuma ke 'beberapa' orang aja sih emang, ga semua. Tapi ya, hellloooooo itu lagi belajar yaa. Yaudahlah skip aja. Jealous mah biasa. Nah yang gue maksud dengan "too high" adalah dia ga bisa berpikir seperti cara gue berpikir. Dia dewasa kok, tapi pemikiran dia itu masih kadang objektif dan cuma liat dari satu sisi aja. Jadi kita ga seimbang gitu pemikirannya. Padahal gue seneng kalo ngeliat dia lagi serius sama sesuatu, cuma sedihnya dia begitu itu jarang banget ;(. Nah itu!
Terus kenapa gue bilang "all this time was a lie"? Ya jadi ternyata feeling ga enak yang selama ini, terutama di bulan kelima ya itu ternyata bener kan. Yang gue bilang di atas tadi penjelasan dia masih ngambang-ngambang itu kan that makes me can't believe him like before. It proved at last. Time does talk the truth. It releases facts. Bener kan wanita itu (sebut saja dia Mawar), dia emang, maap ya, centil. Dan kalian tau guys? *nadasokasik* Pas udah ada status blabla turns from "in a relationship" to "single", langsung di like yaaa, isengnya gue nge-like juga deh -,-. Widiiih ngarep banget ya Mba?!? Ambil tuh!

"My parents taught me to give my toys to the less fortunate… that’s why I never get jealous when I see my ex with someone else." taken from Twitter - @idillionaire

Hope you both will happy :) Surely you will be more happy with someone that love you first than someone that you love first because you don't have to take more struggle to get her, as you did to me. However, because of that, I feel I'm special, high. hahahaha :D
First, thank you for giving me such a feeling in a "more than friend" relationship that I firstly in. Second, thank you for loving, missing, and giving me such a huge of attention that I can't turn it back as huge as you do. And the last, thank you for showing me that you're not good enough for me, can't fit me as well. But still ya, JOHAN. Jodoh di tangan Tuhan. We never know :).

I HATE OCTOBER

05/08/2011 - 10/27/2011
NAS - XOXO

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